NO SLEEP.....

She lays awake at night
No tossing from side to side
Looking left
Starring Mentally
Writing failure in her head
Not desiring to turn over
To the right
All the choices
Her Mind lead
Her Heart felt it was Right
Turned out Hurting
Right doesn't feel dreadfully wrong
Leaving an ache in her
Spiritual Heart
She lays awake
Emotional pain runs deep
When she's does fall asleep
Mind has no Peace
Many mistakes
She made through the day
She lays awake
So dead
She closes her Eyes
Can never make sense of it all
She holds her breath
Tears fall
Laying awake
In cold silence
Fears being Judge
She holds it all in
Sleep far from her
Life unravels at
Night
She stays awake
Trying recapture
Pieced together
Promising herself
She'll never do those action again
Soaking in misery
No greater sorrow
Nightly to see her
True self
Dark
Confused
Misguided Heart
Who can Understand
Her!