Crying over a morning cup of coffee....

Crying over a morning cup of coffee
If only she could jump and dwell within the relaxing caffeine
Trying to leave yesterday conversation
Mishaps
Hurt feelings
Sadness in yesterday
But yesterday is today and
Life continuous
It's the same as it was yesterday
Life gets better
What is the point
Life will repeat itself again tomorrow
If she wake to see it
Drink some coffee
The aroma
If only it could remove her mind literally out her body
Don't desire to think or feel Emotions this morning
She drink one-cup two cups
Damn
She understand addictions
Ready to try something stronger
Desperate to escape her own heart
Abandon her Soul
Just so she don't have to deal, face herself
Naked and Empty
She spill tears over the Cup of morning coffee as she sip
Depression no good for self no better for others
What life is that control
No control at all
Scared of hurt not her own
She endow the pain his/theirs
She's a warrior
She takes it all
But she's a coward  just want break and run
Run from it she's scared to face them
She sip the coffee let the tears flow over her morning cup
No one understand
Those that do see her weakness
She's ~Exposed~
How dare she go on being a Counterfeit Strong
Clearly an illusion
Those that know
Sees right into the very depth of her
Weak soul
Crying over a morning cup of coffee she sip while tears fall!