*Sighs*

She laid her face submerging her nose deep in his scent left on her pillow, closes her eyes envisioning him
She never seen
*Sighs*
Inhale loneliness, exhales intense unreached sweet purification non existed body reacting chemically lacking his body
Wraps his love a far off
Soon he will come
Close her eyes deeply inhaled his scent imagining an aroma that arousal her
Senses
His body never touched her bed fantasizing a
Sensational experience
His mind a sweet spot her words satisfy his Mental urge for a sugar high
Flow so sweet, drops of pure honey, her word a Queen bee, thoughts the workers, her touch drips Honey, she locks him Mentally in a million honey combs within her LoveHive
From her mouth he eats, from her Mind lies his sweet pleasures
Thoughts of a Black Man
Demeanor, her honey
Love provides natural sweeteners, night time craving for sweets
Fulfilled
Lays her heart on his chest, arm wrapped in his warm embrace within a passionate moment she gives the sweet illusion all her loving energy
Realizing its only her's
Lips created from dark brown sugar
Smelling like sweet air that's cleaned with peppermint licks, illusions of him Soul Fulfilling
Sleeps in sweetness smelling Him in the presences of lonely love craving a midnight sweet snack
BitterSweetness

A half century



A half century still walking to be free but now have become

Institutionalized from the mental and spiritual prison

While being Murdered, Hung and Burned

Now wanting forgiveness

But made those people to forget and accept that

So you made them believe Islam is the way of life, because Christianity came from the Salve master

Like our people before lived or exist proclaiming to be Muslim

When Islam didn't Exist and there was no Christians either

No Religion, we were once truly Mentally and Spiritually Free
A half century still walking to be free but now have become

Institutionalized from Mental and spiritual prison

While Islam and Christianity promises

Freedom

Suppressing each other like we aren't even people!

I Exist And it can't be Questioned

I question and I scold not knowing what to perceive of a life in
Chaos
Defer my dreams put them on hold
Settle with life, its hard to battle through
Uncertainties
I loose to the pain frustration that
I gave in
At a breath for nothing but
A hopeless thought
Taken deeply in what's left of life

Is it possible to dangle in a piece of
Hope
Some clarity
Blank dark box
No escape
Living walking aimless
No direction at all
What is a life worth living if I never live my
Existence
No question ask
No scold from others
No reason to question
I Live Because I  Exist And it can't be Questioned!!!