I Exist And it can't be Questioned

I question and I scold not knowing what to perceive of a life in
Chaos
Defer my dreams put them on hold
Settle with life, its hard to battle through
Uncertainties
I loose to the pain frustration that
I gave in
At a breath for nothing but
A hopeless thought
Taken deeply in what's left of life

Is it possible to dangle in a piece of
Hope
Some clarity
Blank dark box
No escape
Living walking aimless
No direction at all
What is a life worth living if I never live my
Existence
No question ask
No scold from others
No reason to question
I Live Because I  Exist And it can't be Questioned!!!